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FACEBOOK : Penny Chong
TWITTER: pennyQi
MSN: pennyqi.design@h.c

Shoutouts ♥

I want to live in a world full of cliche fantasies, plus the screwed up storyline of course.
I love who I love and love is what holds me together now.
My heart has the fragile signs taped all over it.
I can make a great facade, I'm just too good that it hurts only myself in the end.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Starbucks.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Ice Lemon Tea ;)

2. Last phone call: Daddy.

3. Last text message: Annie, but no credit to reply.

4. Last song you listened to: 'Chai Shen Dao' in Yee Leng's car. LOL.

5. Last time you cried: The night I was drunk, I was shitfuck scared that I cried.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Never dated.

7. Been cheated on: No, never dated.

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: They were for games and there's nothing to regret.

9. Lost someone special: Yes.

10. Been depressed: Refer to my posts.

11. Been drunk and threw up: Drunk; yes, threw up; yes, during the hangover. ;/

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red.

13. White.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
14. Made a new friend: Yes! More than one :)

15. Fallen in love: No.

16. Laughed until you cried: Not yet.

17. Met someone who changed you: Yes.

18. Found out who your true friends were: I'm getting there.

19. Found out someone was talking about you: Of course.

20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally : This year? No, not yet.

ABOUT YOU
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Three quarters.

22. How many kids do you want to have: Two, just two.

23. Do you have any pets: My own? Nooo, that's sad right?

24. Do you wanna change your name: Never, I love it :)

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I don't remember, serious, I need to have a party sometime.

26. What time did you wake up today: 10.30AM, but left the house LATE.

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Chatting online.

28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Tuesday!

29. Last time you saw your Mother: A few minutes ago, which reminds me I need to bathe; she nagged about it!

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing, nothing at all. :)

32. What are you listening to right now: My brother talking to me.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Thomas yes, Tom no. Haha!

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: How sore my legs are but I'm too lazy to do anything about it.

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Livejournal, Blogger, Youtube

36. What's your real name: Penny Chong Shu Qi.

37. What's your nickname: Miss, Aminah, QiQi, PennyQi, Shu Qi, TVB (= =")

38. Relationship Status: Single.

39. Zodiac sign: Libra, I insist!

40. Male or female: Female.

41. Elementary school: RPS.

42. Middle School: RPS.

43. High school/college: RPS/Hopefully Raffles :)

44. Hair colour: Dyed brownish.

45. Long or short: Long but too short for my liking.

46. Height: 168cm only.

47. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope.

48: What do you like about yourself: Well, myself!

49. Piercings: Eyebrow, tongue, helix, lobe.

50. Tattoos: ;) Soon?

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Yet to come.

53. First piercing: 5 year old.

54. First best friend: Abby/Reshween.

55. First sport you joined in: Netball.

56. First vacation: Genting, when I was still in a stroller! Haha!

58. First pair of trainers: How am I supposed to remember that?

59. Eating: Nothing.

60. Drinking: Nothing.

61. I'm about to: Bathe, then sleep.

62. Listening to: Still listening to my brother talk.

63. Waiting for: Tuesday! ( How many times do I have to say that?)

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Yes, yes.

65. Get Married: Of course.

66. Career: We'll see.


WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: The smile; how the lips form a smile and how the eyes twinkle when he smiles.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: Doesn't matter. (:

70. Older or Younger: It doesn't matter.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: It's not too greedy to ask for both.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms, to hold me and hug me :)

73. Sensitive or loud: Depends on the situation.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships only pls.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Gosh, neither!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes, yes, we all did, just admit it.

77. Drank hard liquor: Yes, joke of the year.

78. Lost your glasses/ contact: Yes, my contacts!!! Shitty small transparent thing!

79. Sex on first date: Never dated.

80. Broken someone's heart: Yes, all the time and I get mine broken the same so we're tied.

82. Been arrested: No.

83. Turned someone down: Yes.

84. Cried when someone died: No, I couldn't; am I bad?

85. Fallen for a friend: I've love all my friend, so yes?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes but I have doubts, so no.

87. Miracles: A little.

88. Love at first sight: Yea.

89. Heaven: Yes, I want to go there someday. (:

90. Santa Claus: I want to. D:

91. Kiss on the first date: It's okay.

92. Angels: Yes. Yes I do.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.

95. Did you sing today: Haha! Yes!

96. Ever cheated on somebody: No.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: No, I want to be where I am now.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: The last day of SPM, I shopped till my legs hurt! HAHA!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yes, very.

100. Posting this as 100 truths: Okay okay, that's not exactly a question but yes.

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Went to Starbucks with Ein this afternoon after picking up the design from Joachim. Was going to disturb Mr. Unicorponny longer if not because my phone battery was running low.

Will have a second appointment with Tiffany this Tuesday :)
Farewell on Monday, yo.

I'm lazy, bye.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Unicorponnies.


其实我害怕,你的心里还住了其他的人。

其实我害怕,时间久了,你会慢慢冷淡我。

其实我害怕,你会不爱我。

其实我害怕,我说分手的时候,你不再挽留。

其实我害怕,在我生气的时候,你不再哄我。


我想成为你的第一个人

我可以不是你第一个喜欢的人

我可以不是你第一个牵手的人

我可以不是你第一个拥抱的人

我可以不是你第一个亲吻的人

我可以不是你第一个拥有的人

我可以,可以,可以不是你的种种第一

但是

我希望

我可以是你遇到痛苦,第一个想倾诉的人

我可以是你遇到快乐,第一个想分享的人

我可以是你遇到挫折,第一个能依赖的人

我可以是你今生以后,第一个可以相伴的人

我真的可以是你心中某一个可以“第一”的人

所以

请将你心里的某个“第一”放心的交给我

我会是将它紧紧守护的“第一个人”


Wan Bang didn't arrive early as promised, he didn't really promise but he made me get up early and head down to Brewster's. He was late because of Yong Kit, totally forgiven because he has a great smile. :)

Watched 'Great Day' with Hon Sum, Kelly & Yen Wei. Funny shizz! Almost got me teary eyed if not because it was so cold.

Went to work after that and that's pretty much it.

Wasn't in the mood the whole evening because of the whole period cramp crap. Speeding after work was great though! Not fast enough!

Will be working double shifts tomorrow, so see ya.

Woah, notice how every paragraph starts with a 'W'? That's cool. Haha. ;)


Toodles.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Like a G6.


My driving was a total shit ass crap but who cares! I don't, really! I just need to be as good to pass!!!!

'Faster' starring Dwayne Johnson? The action is nice but hell no, not the storyline, it ended to fast. So it's not recommended yeah. But if hanging out with Yee Leng, Joachim, Rocky & Annie? Totally recommended. :) Sure wish I stayed longer, Wan Bang came super late though, according to Joachim, he lives the closest to Parade. = =

For real, when Thomas called, I had no idea it was him! The phone call was funny... He called to join him and Kevin at MP but we had to leave soon to send Yee Wen, so we declined. Next time maybe! Haha!

No pictures, another small regret but there'll be chances soon.

Oh, I'm a proud Hakka! ;)

Franziskaner !


Here's a random picture of me and the crazy one, Evelyn!

Thanks for taking the drinks in my place! If not I would already be dead by now! That's what friends are for! Thanks, HS! :)

Well, I'll be posting now since tomorrow I'll have a busy day ahead, busier than when I work! I'll be going to the bank in the morning, then driving lesson after that and then movie with the guys and girls & then attend my nephew's firsttttt birthday! :D

Today was fun when Yee Leng and I tried to sneak drinks for Jerall!

Gah, too lazy to continue typing. I'll just sign off with a happy schooling day to those who still needs to go to school and have an awesome new week ahead for those who're school-free! Hehe!

Find me at Brewster's if you're bored and if you miss me! ;)

I'll be at RPS on Thursday afternoon and Saturday morning. Ahem.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Miss AK47 in the house!!

Bourbon Whiskey
Brandy
Cointreau
Gin
Lime
Rum
Vodka
Whiskey
Soda Water

With all that you'll get? AK47!

Kah Weng bought us staff a few rounds of drinks! Wootsss!! Jayson from Baliz became our temporary bartender! Cocktails for all! Haha!

Got me so fucktarded drunk I woke up with all clipped off memories of last night and bruises here and there!

Found out I'm a hugger when I get drunk! Daaaaamn.

Went to work with a terrible hangover, vomited twice then continued setting up until 12 before I really 'woke up'. & Joachim gave me a new nickname; Mrs. AK47. But I prefer 'Miss' so, it's Miss AK47 from now onwards! Haha!

NOW, Yours Truly needs to stay a good girl for two weeks, if not, it's seriously Cinderella for me...

Monday, January 17, 2011

I never liked Mondays.


Hey bitches, it's another Monday; so I promise a post.

Went out with Yee Leng, Kelly, Honsum, Johnny and Sing Chee yesterday. Evelyn joined us later. 'Season of the Witch' with Yee Leng and Kbox with the rest. I always thought I looked matured enough to pass 18+ movies. I always did for 'Jennifer's Body' and etc. but apparently not for 'Season of the Witch'.

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Devastation?

Agony?

Vain?

Hatred?

Depression?

DISAPPOINTMENT?

I'm not sure, but one of those or the mixture of some of those drove me into the wicked claws of alcohol last night. Sent me down the deepest layer of hell. Never would have thought that I could get drunk or disappointed.

Hey, my Heroes of the Earth, wish I could have been there for you like you are always there for me during those bitchtarded moments. I'll also try to make an effort not to call you only when I THINK I am drunk. :)

I hate you, you should know that but you're too oblivious ignoring my presence to let me let you know. But I told you in the end.

I loathe you, you should know that too but maybe there's a reason I never managed to let you know. That I couldn't tell you.

I... Yeah, that.


Monday, January 10, 2011


Work. You learn about people with different life backgrounds, different experiences and different personalities. In my case, they're people with a whole lot of different experiences from different countries even. It's nice. So here's my work experience. :)

Been out of touch with people from school, I need to find some time for them but I guess, this is life after school. Not awesome but life goes on.

I guess I'll only have time to blog every Mondays since they're my day-offs. And my fan-fictions also. No inspiration at all and my designs. :( I need more time.

Life is never easy, you survive if you learn how to.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Curse you, puppeteer.


Made a visit to the school to hand up all my text books! Phew! Gosh, now I'm so tired and I'm about to head out to work already! And my eyeliner is missing!! Oh no!!

Oh, I have a pink Rilakkuma umbrella :)

Tonight, I worked alone. The only waitress in the house tonight, but luckily Auntie JJ is back! :) It was nice talking to the kitchen staff and learned a lot of new things! Not tired but I'm going to bed now, heading to the bank tomorrow afternoon and then work again.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Thorns of a Rose.

Another trip out to send Siew Jun 哥 off at the stadium. Woke up along with Joanne and had Mom drop me off at McD. Called Mai out for breakfast since Kelly wasn't awake then and there's no way I would go to her place so early.

Had a long discussion with Mai and she brought me to Kelly's place on her motor again, without helmet with a L license. HAHA! Turns out Evelyn's already up and in the room already. So we waited for Hon Sum to reach before Kelly's Mom drove us to the stadium.

I'm starting to miss that dude already, no idea why though, we hung out almost everyday in the last few weeks and started a whole new year with the big family. If only all 6 of us could gather together again :(

Checked out movie showings on Kelly's princess-tempered computer! HAHA. Then Facebook, and Hon Sum did a really daring thing; It's okay, life has to go on. :)

Had lunch with the 6 of us plus Kelly's Mom and my 姐妹. There was one freezing moment watching Gulliver's Travel at Parade. Oh, met one of the kitchen dude's from Brewster's at Parade. Didn't recognize him at first!

After all that was one whole screwed up lecture from my parents after that because of miscommunication. She didn't pass the message even when I told her to! And he didn't pass the message when he should have! I don't have the mood to post anymore, I should be calling Siew Jun 哥 now anyways, so bye. Now, Siew Jun 哥 should be the one listening to my problems. :(

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She's one scary woman, manipulative and deceiving! I can't believe so many people fell for it, Yours Truly included. Reshween, you were right! You ARE always right! Damn, can you scream 'I TOLD YOU SO' in my face right now?! She did it alright! Playing a fool out of all of us, now there's only a few more left to uncover the truth of this woman! I'll wait, I'll sit and wait for this to happen. The main reason, the reason behind every single thing. I won't use the word 'hate' on her because hate comes only if there's love. There's never love between us. No! Never before and never will. What's your right to butt into our business?

All I did was sit there quietly and do nothing. It feels so horrible every time and just talking about it makes me feel like crying. :'( Never a better time to use this sentence than now; 多的是 你不知道的事

I wish we could settle everything once and for all. Why make things so complicated?! Still, talking with Siew Jun 哥 is always nice, better still if face to face. Sure wish we knew each other earlier. Take care in NS!

I'm going to lurk around at Hon Sum's blog just to listen to the playlist of his. T-T

Can't believe I actually dropped tears.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE CHONG SHU WEN!
My one and only sister!! You know I love you no matter what so don't expect more than just this sentence :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Better Off Without You.

Waterfall; never been to one but it was awesome! Though I got myself a few cuts here and there. Nevertheless, it was awesome! ;) The cold water, whispers, hot spring, changing in a small tight cubicle with three people, ten people squeezed in one car, Lady Gaga on the stereo, family portraits, red wine, dinner and sneaky drive home! :)

I don't have pictures, YET, but I'll post them as soon as I get them!

Siew Jun gor, will miss you when you're gone. Will come and visit you once I get my car license! Haha! Along with the big family la :)