FACEBOOK : Penny Chong
TWITTER: pennyQi
MSN: pennyqi.design@h.c

Shoutouts ♥

I want to live in a world full of cliche fantasies, plus the screwed up storyline of course.
I love who I love and love is what holds me together now.
My heart has the fragile signs taped all over it.
I can make a great facade, I'm just too good that it hurts only myself in the end.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

The Secret Identity of A High School Graduate.

Last day of school today. I'm going to skip the entire morning part since there's nothing much. Let's go straight to where we had to hug the teachers and ask for forgiveness. What touched me the most was my new BM teacher said; (translated) "Penny, I didn't see you for so long already. You have to score A+ okay!"

I almost cried when she said that... Awwwwww..

Then when I reached the end, seriously I felt like crying but no tears unfortunately. But I made the others cry though;

No matter bad memories or good, they are memories; memories created by the one and only Avicennians. So unique, even all the teachers acknowledge it! The best batch, no matter academically or personality wise! The loud and proud us will never let you teachers down. True, we don't cooperate most of the time but no matter what, we're family; the Avicennian family, the family that never breaks down no matter what.

I love you all, for all the memories during the last two years of my high school life.

First batch to graduate and yet the most unique batch~
Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetime, is certain for those who are friends. ~Richard Bach
The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning. ~Ivy Baker Priest
"Where can I find essays like yours after this?" -Pn Sushil
I didn't know she praised me in front of the Block AV class, I'm proud teacher, and really glad you think I'm that good. Thank you very much, teacher. For all the advices and support these two years!

Next, the 'Flour War'! It started with Mas with her face full of flour; she tired to hug me and get the flour all over me! Then spotted Faie with a packet of flour in her pocket, the idea of getting it all over Deq'a struck me little evil mind! HAHA! The attack troupe was Faie, Tinie and myself!!!! Target= Deq'a! Later on, the attack got from one person to another until I got flour all my hair, the inside of my clothes and all over! Curse the flour!!! But it was fun, running around chasing targets and screaming our lungs off! Except the small the fact that I almost choked on flour!

Hey, Fatin Nadira Abdul Nasser who is most probably reading this two hours later as asked, I'll miss you so much! We might not get the chance to meet up so often anymore but if you need me, I'll be a phone call away, as promised. Do your absolute best in everything! Pay attention in class! Haha. Miss us a lot okay!! Take care of yourself. Jadilah senior yang sempoi macam Penny :D

To all my juniors, good luck in life, choose your course package carefully so that you won't regret later. Senior sempoi signing off~

That's all from Yours Truly, won't be updating until another twenty days.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Reason to live by.

If you continue to act like this, I'm sorry pal. So not worth it. I expect a friend to at least be there, that's all. You don't need to do all sorts of extravagant unnecessary things for me but if you're like that; might as well as if I don't exist, should I care? Do you want me to care? I used to know how to make you smile no matter what but my existence, now, does it not matter anymore to you? So, there goes; good bye.

I, for the umpteenth time, wish life could be that easy.

A glass of alcohol or two will never make one feel better, that's a fact.

I don't feel the feeling I felt when it was the last day of school two years back. There's no longing feeling, the feeling of having to depart from friends or the daily short period of happiness for 6 hours every five days of a week. Maybe because the feeling went with them two years ago.

Life is so unpredictable, I feel like I should really get a fling sometimes.

Life is so dull, I wish to throw paint right at it in the face.

Life is so boring nowadays, there's no meaning to do anything, anymore.

No, I'm not emo (okay, maybe slightly but it's all because of the rain) but I'm simply ranting my thoughts here, in this abandoned blog. *sweeps away web*

Ah, life. Let's go, read some fiction, shall we?

Truth or Dares and Kiss on Cheeks.

Hey there.

Just want to let you guys know, my camera phone has 'passed away' so no latest pictures, just words from today onwards. Gosh, how I loved that phone, that five year old phone.

On a happier worse note, the Internet connection at home is screwed, like totally screwed because it gets disconnected and reconnected again and again. Very annoying. So if I don't reply you in Facebook, it means I'm using the phone and twitter is easier to log into; sorry.

Honestly, like any candidates out there, I can't wait for SPM to end. Just end already, even though the future is still blurry to me but SPM is a phase I can't wait to get over with!

Then, maybe get a job so that I can go to college. That, is, so, sad. But that, unfortunately, is life.

Had fun last night and drunk ranting with my MSN buddy was fun. So cute!
'Anyways, can I go sleep now?' Seriously, who does 'cute' anymore.

Wish me luck in life.